Out Of My Mind

Original Air Date: October 17, 2000

Written by Rebecca Rand Kirshner
Directed by David Grossman

Summary

Buffy is standing atop a mausoleum in the graveyard when she spots her prey. She jumps down, runs to the vampire's grave and stakes him before he can even get out of his grave. She's fighting another vampire when suddenly Riley jumps in and flings the vamp around like he's a piece of fluff, then stakes him. Another vampire appears but this time it's Spike that jumps in, but Buffy gets in the finale staking. Buffy tells Spike to go home and he's very bitter about the fact that he can't hurt her due to the chip in his brain.

Buffy and Willow are at the university and they're actually discussing a college class issue, much to Willow's delight. Buffy has training to do so Buffy and Willow head to Giles' shop where Xander, Anya and Tara are busy setting it up. Giles takes Buffy to the backroom where he has set up a workout place for Buffy with a pommel horse, dummies to kick and assorted weaponry. Buffy's extremely grateful for all of Giles' work. Meanwhile Spike is watching TV when Harmony barges in, scared because she thinks she's Buffy's archnemesis. Harmony begs him to hide her out from Buffy.

Joyce is serving Dawn breakfast when suddenly something passes through Joyce and she looks at Dawn and can't figure out who she Dawn is. Joyce then faints and Dawn rushes to call for an ambulance. Buffy, having head ot the accident, rushes, with Riley, to meet Dawn at the hospital. Buffy's mom is thankfully okay, just a fainting spell. Dawn is playing with a stethoscope; she listens to Riley's heartbeat and is surprised to find that it's beating crazily. Riley is checked out by the doctors and they're extremely worried about Riley's pulse which is 150. It's possible he could have a heart attack. Riley's convinced that he's okay and wants to leave the hospital immediately. At home Buffy talks with Willow about Riley's problem. They think Riley's heart is having problems because of the tests the Initiative did on him. Dawn says that the Initiative must be keeping tabs on him and that Buffy should just say what she needs out loud and they'll hear her. Buffy gets an idea and goes to Riley's empty apartment. She picks up his phone and says into it that Riley's in trouble and in need of help.

Riley's at the park playing basketball. He stops playing when he spots Graham on the sidelines. Graham, accompanied by two Initiative boys, tries to convince Riley that he needs help because of all the chemicals Dr. Walsh put in him. Riley doesn't want to go in case the doctor will tinker with his system even more. Graham won't let him go so Riley beats up Graham and the other two, then runs off. Later Graham finds Buffy on school campus and tells her the situation; that Riley is stronger than he ought to be and he's not feeling any pain and his heart can't take it anymore. Buffy goes to Giles' shop where the gang is hanging out and splits them up to go off and find Riley. Buffy goes to Spike's crypt and, after explaining Riley's situation, offers Spike money if he finds Riley and brings him to the hospital. At the hospital Graham tells the doctor that Riley will be in soon but the doctor isn't sure they'll be able to save him in time. Suddenly Spike and Harmony barge in. Spike takes the doctor to the medical facilities at the university and tells the doctor to take the chip out of his brain. The doctor doesn't know how and doesn't want to but he's forced to. Buffy goes searching for Riley and finds him vigorously punching a rock wall in cave, he's stunned to find that he doesn't even feel any pain even though his fist is bleeding profusely. Buffy tries to explain that he's going to die but Riley doesn't want the doctors to turn him back into a normal human because he thinks it's not enough for her. She can't believe what he's telling her. He continues to tell her that he feels like he can't touch her because she's getting so much stronger every day. She tells him that she's never opened up to anyone as she has to him and that she didn't spend the last year with him because he had super powers. Riley gives in and agrees to be to taken to the doctor.

Riley and Buffy get to the hospital to find a semi-conscious Graham who tells them that Spike took the doctor away. Buffy is furious with Spike and vows to rip his head off when she finds him. Meanwhile the doctor gets the chip out and stitches Spike's skull back up. Buffy and Riley barge in and Buffy pummels Spike while Riley takes on Harmony. Spike tries to bite Buffy but pain fills his head and he can't do it. He then realizes that the doctor didn't actually pull the chip out. Riley's in the middle of fighting Harmony when suddenly he screams out in pain and grabs his heart. Spike and Harmony flee with Spike bitching about the Slayer the whole way home. Riley is operated on and he appears to be fine. He's now a normal human and Buffy's fine with that. Riley later talks to Graham who tells him that he doesn't belong here, he's got nothing to do and that he belongs with the Initiative.

Later on Buffy barges in on Spike, determind to kill him. Spike is so sick of being followed around by Buffy that he doesn't have a problem being staked; he just wants to be put out of his misery. Buffy's about to stake him when suddenly she stops, he grabs her and starts kissing her furiously. She pulls away shocked and then moves in for more, with Spike telling her that he loves her. Suddenly Spike wakes up in bed beside Harmony and can't believe for the life of him that's he dreaming about being in love with the Slayer.

Summary written by Nika

Quote of the Week

Riley: Loving you is the scariest thing I've ever done.
Buffy: I don't know why...

My Rating

4/5

Nika's Review

Good episode. I liked the Riley angle because we've never really had an episode centered directly around him before. Seriously though, I can understand why he wouldn't want to give up feeling no pain just to keep up with Buffy. He feels like he can't keep up with her and if I were him that would bother me because you always want to feel like an equal and not like a lesser being. He's afraid that she'll think less of him because he can't fight as well. But what I want to know is what exactly was wrong with Riley. Just all the chemicals dumped into him? And why exactly did they need to operate on his heart? Were they pulling some other chip out? Riley's little talk with Graham was kind of disheartening though, because he seriously isn't doing anything in Sunnydale anymore. Is he even taking any courses or being a T.A. at the university? Buffy and Riley's cave talk was really sad because thinking that Riley's scared to love Buffy is kind of bizarre. All these imporant scenes keep happening in dark, dank places on this show. There's deifnitely a trend here! Now let me talk about the one thing in this episode that left me in utter shock; the Buffy and Spike "dream" kiss. How whacked out was that? I was flipping out thinking that it actually happened. For a minute they had me going and I was completely stunned. Thankfully Spike woke up and all my frantic thoughts vanished. Well, okay, not all of them, but for the most part I felt safe with the knowledge that Buffy and Spike hadn't kissed just for the fun of it. Yeesh... talk about heart attacks... So what exactly does this mean for Spike? He's got a thing for the Slayer? Because he did say "oh god, no" like he was justing realizing it... I don't think I'm ever going to stop shuddering (my apologizes to the Buffy and Spike 'shippers out there...). Anyway, we have yet to find out who the main villain for this season is, but I don't have a problem with that because the storylines this season have been fine for me. No bones to pick whatsoever. Actually, wait, small correction, I have one bone to pick and that is the fact that we don't have a Halloween episode this season. I just found this out and I am none too pleased! This show begs for a Halloween episode!

Cast

Sarah Michelle Gellar
Nicholas Brendon
Alyson Hannigan
Marc Blucas
Emma Caulfield
Michelle Trachtenberg
James Marsters
Anthony Stewart Head
Mercedes McNab
Bailey Chase
Charlie Weber
Time Winters
Amber Benson
Kristine Sutherland
Dierdre Holder
  Buffy Summers
Xander Harris
Willow Rosenberg
Riley Finn
Anya
Dawn
Spike
Rupert Giles
Harmony
Graham
Ben
Dr. Overheiser
Tara
Joyce
Hospital Doctor